Depression Sucks! Nothing Truly Helps.
Depression sucks! Nothing truly helps. It pretty much tries to eat you alive and take over your life. There is this weight stuck on your chest and it won’t ever go away. Medication helps sometimes, but not always. You don’t want to get out of bed or perform in your daily life. In fact, you just want to plain give in to the sinking feeling and let it swallow you.
I am having a really shitty day. Rather yet, a pretty shitty month. Now, I may fight it everyday, but I just feel like giving up. Life pretty much just sucks today and I just want to crawl back in bed and stay under the covers until the weight just eases. Unfortunately, I know that doesn’t happen. Ha, it never happens that way it just likes to sit there and stay. I really just want to cry and disappear. I am fighting the tears today, which isn’t easy but I’m doing it. Escaping my own head would be great today. Oh, and then you add my anxiety to the mix and it’s just crappy. I’m stressed to the max and pretty much ready to be done with today.
So, what do I do
I get up, get dressed, put my hair up and drag my ass to work. Life keeps going despite depression. So, that means I have to keep going, even when I don’t want to. If you really want to learn more about what I do, check out My Fight!